Gym Member

For the past 1,5 years I've been working at my new job. That's nice, you say? Well I agree, it's nice. It's a good job, I like it, everything is just peachy. The difference though, compared to my last few jobs, is that this job is a sitting job. Most of my working days I spend sitting on a chair (of course i actually do something while sitting on the chair, but let's not drift off). My last jobs were physical jobs, as in walking, sometimes even running, carrying stuff and what not. Now, as I stated before, it's been 1,5 years since I had my last physical job. The big (huge, I might add) downside of this is that I haven't really done anything physical intensive since, other than walking the distance between my car and my house. Because of this, I have turned into a big, fat, giant piece of dutch lard. This sucks. I used to be pretty happy about myself physically, but now I loathe myself when I look into the mirror. Many of you might say now; Easy peasy, lemon squeezy, go work out!!
Yes!! Great idea! I should go work out, wow, how lovely!!

It's just that...

I HATE working out...I find it such utter waste of time and energy. Don't get me wrong, I'm not against working out and I do see the purpose of it, but running aimlessly to nowhere and cycling without actually moving anywhere is just plain silly to me. I like to work out when I have a purpose, as in playing basketball or something like that. But the gym...no...not my thing.

Guess what though...I bought a 6 month gym card...how about that...I don't know how I got talked into that but either way I have it. Of course it would be a waste of good money not to use it, I realize that. But still...shit...what a dilemma. My girlfriend pushes me to go every day and annoying as that might be, she is right to do it. Now that I can still tie my own shoe laces...

I'm up for tonight though. I have to go this time. I hope the treadmill won't collapse under my weight. I have to be a man, and do the right thing. Yes. In words it's so easy.

Porky out.